February 17th, 2009
D Ramaking Two
I'm pissed, pissed at my dad who's such a dick being the biggest killjoy in the world and thinking he knows what young adults think nowadays. Im even more pissed and irritated at my mom for never ever ending her menopause which has been on since 40 something. Good thing I have songs to direct my annoyance to.
The babys coming out by July, now Im wondering if my parents will treat my kid the same way they treated my nephew. I know they're pissed and all and I get it, who wouldn't be pissed, Im still studying and being a jerk plus I had lots of potential and am not doing anything, don't know thats just me. It's just like I need something I just don't know what.
I'm gonna get so angry and pissed like theres hell over frozen water if my parents treat my kid like he's nothing. If the way they treated my nephew was still better as if he's they're son. Man they don't have to be such dicks not caring at all, only caring about what would I do and shit, but I know that already, I know all the things that i need to do just not doing them to the best of my abilities. They treat my nephew as if he's such an angel and that he really is a son to them. I hate that, that they don't give any anticipation to the grandson they are getting very soon, they don't care much, well not like the ones I know who have gone through the same situation I have. It's like as if they only care about getting it all done the money and all the touble.
I can't get my thoughts together, my entry's scattered. I'm gonna be a hell of a better parent than my parents are. If my son goes through a situation like this, I would support him all the way and show more concern.
Man, I don't know how to write anymore.
Cam (guest)